Kiss It All Better [Karkat XTroll!Reader] Sadstuck

    You could feel the tears sliding down your face as you stared the the Mutant troll beat himself for the accident that could not be avoided.You forced your yellow and [B/C] tinted eyes shut as you began to yell."Shut up! Don't you dare call yourself a shitty friend!" A faint blush grew on your grey face as you screamed your feelings at the troll."You are the greatest Friend I could Ever-" your voice had been cut off my another coughing fit which caused you to cover the wound on your chest with your right hand.

    When you opened your eyes you spotted karkat crying, His soft pink tears dripping from his chin and landing on your tear stained face."karkat..Kiss me.." you whispered.Tears had pricked at the corner of your eyes as the Vantas sent you a shocked expression.

    "A Hate kiss..?" he whispered.

    "No, A red kiss." You responded before leaning up slightly.As you finished your words the vantas had pressed his grey lips to you black ones,Sending a slight shock through your bodies.Your once faint blush had grown heavy along with Karkat who shared a Deep candy red blush.

    You had always dreamed of this moment but not like this,not with you dieing and bleeding on the floor.What shattered your blood pumper was that you would never had a matesprit, You would never know how it would feel being with the Troll you loved everyday of your remaining sweeps before he died or you passed.You would never get to be deeply in love with Karkat Vantas..but this one moment.This one Moment you had been sharing with the troll of mutant blood would be the only red exchange you would experience.

    After pulling apart you quickly looked at the approaching Rainbow Drinker and shot her a look that told her 'please don't'.You had darted your eyes back to your love before speaking again."I'm Red for you.." You mumbled,Still clutching your wound.Resulting in your hand turning a mix of grey and [B/C]."I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier.." You had laid back down in the trolls arm and lap, useing the last of your strength to hold your head up and forcing a smile on your face.

    "I'm red for you too.." Karkat mumbled placing a kiss on your forehead,but he pulled back once he felt pressure gather on his arm."[F/N].."

    "I don't want to die.."You said while pushing through sobs.You were scared but you knew the Sylph could not save you for you knew you were too far gone and beyond her help, You knew when you died you would hopefully reach your god tier and travel through Dreambubbles and meet your dancestors and meet your deceased friends.My dream self is still alive on [Prospit/Derse]...I reach god tier...I'll become a fully realized [God tier and Aspect]..I'll still be here karkat.

  

    Placing her gently on the ground, I stood.I could feel nothing but hate for the Purple Blooded Sea-dweller..he's pushed it to far this time.When I spotted him, I pulled out my sickles and readied myself for battle."Eridan!" I hissed, my body had forced my tears to stop due to my hate.I bared my sharp teeth and glared at the fish face.

    I stoped when I noticed that she grabbed the bottom of my skinny jeans.I quickly looked at her and sorrow and love instantly took over."Don't.." She said softly.At her words I put away my sickles and bent down to pick her up.I held her closely to my chest and she hung on for dear life.Practically stomping over to Eridan, I shoved my finger in his face.As I went to Speak,[F/N] raised her grey and [B/C] hand and placed it on my own.She then looked at Eridan."I Don't blame you...You don't have to feel sorry.."

    I lowered my hand but still glared at Eridan."I'll avenge her..I promise you that." I whispered before walking away.As i walked I looked at her,Her eyes had been closed as if she had been sleeping.I knew she had been barely alive due to I could feel the beat of her Blood pumper on my chest.

    "Put me down.." She said in a voice that would put a whisper to shame.

    You had made a soft grunt noise as your love had placed you back on the ground in a slightly warmer place near the horn pile."karkat...Y-You'll always be the one I love...Death won't change that..I promise you.."

    The mutant troll had kissed you once again and after wards caressed your pale face with his hand."I'll Promise to Never forget you if You hold the Same promise."

    "I Promise..." Your eyes had closed once more as your breathing had slowed and had finally come to a soft stop.Your body had fallen to the freezing level, You had now been colder than Feferi or Eridan.Even though your blood pumper had shut down,your think pan still processed what had been going around you through sound.You could faintly hear karkat's soft shouts of your name and his loud sobbing.You could hear Kanaya pulling away the crying troll.You could hear everything for 5 minutes..your last 5 minutes.

    I stared at the place where she had died, her [b/c] blood had stained the floor giving it a imprint that could never be removed.Everyone had pretty much left me.Eridan,Tavros,Vriska,Nepeta,Feferi,and Equius..All of them..Dead.I never moved when I felt Kanaya's slightly cold hand grasp my shoulder."Kanaya..Not Now.."I Mumbled.

    "Karkat..Please Come sit with the rest of us.John is telling earth Jokes,Perhaps he could lighten your spirits?" Kanaya Said as she Placed her other hand on my shoulder.

    "No. Tell that asshat to fuck off and leave me alone."I Snapped.After I had spoke I had felt Kanaya's hands leave my shoulders and I could feel her leave the room.After she had done so, I quickly hurried out of the lab and made a b-line to my restpetblock.Anger tears growing in my eyes.

    "Gamzee!" I Shouted as my Moirail took jagged steps to reach me.Fear raced through my body as the Indigo Blooded troll had still been covered in the blood of our former friends.My eyes darted to his hands which held his clubs."Gamzee Stop what you're doing." I said to him.

    Without any warning one of his large clubs had made contact with my think pan,Sending me straight to the ground along with Terezi.I could feel my hot blood soak my raven hair and pour onto the cold metal floor beneath us, It did not take me long to notice that I had been laying in [F/N]'s Spot.

    I quickly closed my eyes As I heard Gamzee's honks before the softened and silenced showing he had left.Tears had once again trickled down my cheeks as I felt the world quiet, I could no longer hear Terezi's small weeps of pain, I practly blocked everything out.[F/N]..Be Ready Okay..?I thought as I felt my body start to give up on itself.The once strong pain in my think pain had no longer remained.Can you hear me?

    My tears had stopped as my body had shut down for good,but oddly enough I was still aware of my surroundings.I never attempted to open my eyes, because I was scared at what would greet me.I was scared.Would I see her? Would I see Any of my friends?

    That is what scared me the most, Being all alone in the Dreambubble meant for me.Destined to live alone without knowing the touch of another troll ever again.I would cry more but I lost that privilege what feels like hours ago.

    My eyes darted open to a bright blue sky similar to prospit,But only a few clouds covered the sky.When I sat up I noticed my clothing had changed,When I looked at it a small smile grew on my face."God Tier.."

    "That's Right Mr.Knight of Blood."

    That voice..I quickly looked up, My white eyes widened in shock as I spotted the [B/C] Troll known as [F/N] [L/N].My legs felt similar to human jell-o..I think, But I managed to stay up.My somewhat frown had grown into a large smile as I spoke." Same to you miss.[God tier and aspect]." I quickly changed my attitude to my normal crabbiness."[God Tier and Aspect], I knew you would get something a shitty as that."

    I couldn't believe it.She looked so..Alive, Despite the pure white eyes."hey! I have You know,That I am Happy with my god tier!" and With that she floated over to me, but about half-way she dropped the ground and had started to run."karkat!"

    I began to run to her as well."[F/N]."

    "Karkat..!" her tone had slightly changed to an angry one.

    "[F/N]!" I did the same.

    "Karkat Vantas..!" She yelled as She jumped into my arms, She had buried her face into my neck.Her small sobs breaking through the fabric."You Idoit! You got yourself Fucking killed.." She mumbled, I had placed my hands on her shoulders and pushed her back slightly.

    "At Least I'm with you now,Fucker." I smiled before placing a kiss on her black lips."Will you be my matesprit?"

    "Of Course karkat."